these few weeks have been trying hard to catch up with my work..i showed my mum my report card for mid yr..she was like very angry with me..say got tuition also no use..then i quarrel with her..but maybe i din work really hard enough so i deserve the grades.. hai..

wei chong got kicked out in jue due superstar so sad..nvm..got junyang..junyang n kelly sure will be the superstars.. my neighbour's baby getting cuter n cuter..lol...soooo cute man..hahaha..

actually nothing special going on la..basically juz go sch cum back study, study watch tong xin yuan, play with heng heng(the baby), hammie, sleep..sianz..but i muz endure after a level got alot of free time..yeah..

tat time so pai seh in class..soem num was beside me..then he told me say soccer ball was handmade..then mdm shafa overheard our conversation..she asked us wat's up with the handmade...then everybody turned to look at us...then made ohhhhhhhhh...so pai seh lah..then my face all red..i duno why when i paiseh my face all red.. then mdm shafa say i blush...haiyo..lol..

dis song can describes wat i feel:

Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's like

To be like meTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life